Update on my demise
So I regret to report that I can't report the 24 hour mark here, as I cracked yesterday and smoked myself a cigarette around 7:30pm.
I'm blaming it on my Gmail service being atrocious. I found myself in a state of deep disgust with the email provider and therefore convinced myself that it would be okay to have just one smoke.
I felt shitty through the whole thing. Each whispering puff upset me in several ways, particularly as I was told "you're stronger than that" and so I only wanted the cigarette more and then hated it more afterwards.
But I haven't hopped off of the boat. I'm still trying to quit. But I may continue to smoke when I feel the urge.
Oh fudgewhistle...
I'm blaming it on my Gmail service being atrocious. I found myself in a state of deep disgust with the email provider and therefore convinced myself that it would be okay to have just one smoke.
I felt shitty through the whole thing. Each whispering puff upset me in several ways, particularly as I was told "you're stronger than that" and so I only wanted the cigarette more and then hated it more afterwards.
But I haven't hopped off of the boat. I'm still trying to quit. But I may continue to smoke when I feel the urge.
Oh fudgewhistle...
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HAH! You just called Gmail "email"
Pfft. Newbie.
I think he got you on that one nathan!
You will face my rath now Nathan!
Dear Rayborio,
Forget not who I am.
Your friend,
The God of Wind
The God of Wind. How fitting. Windy ass.
"i say that i am not addicted to smoking, but i have a schedule for when i smoke.
i've gone from two cigarettes a day to almost half a pack.
i want this to stop, but i really don't think i'm addicted."
If you really could summon the God of the Flame, you'd know to call him the God of Fahr and not Fire.
C'mon Doodle.
if stones is the god of fire (which is almost ironic somehow) then nathan, the god of wind, could only amplify stones' power and thence must take a back seat to him in life, unless i've missed something.
You've hit on something here, Chadmarco, quite definitely.
The God of Fire can be aided by the God of Wind in that the GW can blow on GF and make him grow larger and more powerful.
However, were the GF to get too full of himself, GW can simply blow him out like a candle.
The checks and balances on GW's part are that wind, while able to put out fires and drive rain and chill bones, can't do much real damage. He can only aid or discourage, unlike fire, which can burn things to the ground.
Even that, though, isn't so bad, as destroying something means laying the foundation to have something new created.
Of course, this all came about by sitting around the campfire blowing on the ashes. Bob makes the fahr and I maintain it, in a way.
"the GW can blow on GF and make him grow larger"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! That's just wrong.
Im sorry, this is funny to me right now. Tomorrow sober, however, I'll probably read it and wonder what was going on.
If two cousins pretending to be supernatural beings blowing on eachother is wrong, then I don't want to be right.
don't underestimate the god of wind. he can do as much damage as the god of throwing things ever could.
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