Smoking is (not?) Crescent Fresh: Update on my demise

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Update on my demise

So I regret to report that I can't report the 24 hour mark here, as I cracked yesterday and smoked myself a cigarette around 7:30pm.

I'm blaming it on my Gmail service being atrocious. I found myself in a state of deep disgust with the email provider and therefore convinced myself that it would be okay to have just one smoke.

I felt shitty through the whole thing. Each whispering puff upset me in several ways, particularly as I was told "you're stronger than that" and so I only wanted the cigarette more and then hated it more afterwards.

But I haven't hopped off of the boat. I'm still trying to quit. But I may continue to smoke when I feel the urge.

Oh fudgewhistle...

12 Comments:

Blogger ClickNathan thought to mention...

HAH! You just called Gmail "email"

Pfft. Newbie.

13:49  
Anonymous Anonymous thought to mention...

I think he got you on that one nathan!

13:57  
Anonymous Anonymous thought to mention...

You will face my rath now Nathan!

13:59  
Blogger ClickNathan thought to mention...

Dear Rayborio,

Forget not who I am.

Your friend,

The God of Wind

14:45  
Blogger Olivia Meiring thought to mention...

The God of Wind. How fitting. Windy ass.

15:40  
Blogger Olivia Meiring thought to mention...

"i say that i am not addicted to smoking, but i have a schedule for when i smoke.

i've gone from two cigarettes a day to almost half a pack.

i want this to stop, but i really don't think i'm addicted."

07:23  
Blogger ClickNathan thought to mention...

If you really could summon the God of the Flame, you'd know to call him the God of Fahr and not Fire.

C'mon Doodle.

12:42  
Blogger chad was marco thought to mention...

if stones is the god of fire (which is almost ironic somehow) then nathan, the god of wind, could only amplify stones' power and thence must take a back seat to him in life, unless i've missed something.

13:23  
Blogger ClickNathan thought to mention...

You've hit on something here, Chadmarco, quite definitely.

The God of Fire can be aided by the God of Wind in that the GW can blow on GF and make him grow larger and more powerful.

However, were the GF to get too full of himself, GW can simply blow him out like a candle.

The checks and balances on GW's part are that wind, while able to put out fires and drive rain and chill bones, can't do much real damage. He can only aid or discourage, unlike fire, which can burn things to the ground.

Even that, though, isn't so bad, as destroying something means laying the foundation to have something new created.

Of course, this all came about by sitting around the campfire blowing on the ashes. Bob makes the fahr and I maintain it, in a way.

13:33  
Blogger Olivia Meiring thought to mention...

"the GW can blow on GF and make him grow larger"


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! That's just wrong.

Im sorry, this is funny to me right now. Tomorrow sober, however, I'll probably read it and wonder what was going on.

17:39  
Blogger ClickNathan thought to mention...

If two cousins pretending to be supernatural beings blowing on eachother is wrong, then I don't want to be right.

18:14  
Blogger chad was marco thought to mention...

don't underestimate the god of wind. he can do as much damage as the god of throwing things ever could.

16:46  

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